My cheating wife.

10 days to Christmas and this has to be one of my worst days. I m 47 years old and have been battling my wife for the past 2 months. just found out she's been having an affair with our driver and even after she confess and promise to stop, its been going on with the affair for at least 3 times. its really tough to have to forgive again and again.. i cant find the right words to share the pain. How do you live life and continuously take the lies and deceit. i want to go but i cant. we have children and i have never seen myself as the divorce type. how can a woman be so cruel and selfish. She has this i dont like this situation and i am going to change it whatever it takes. hmmm..so sad.